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well , aku lagi sakit nih. makanya ga bisa kemana-mana , cuma membatu di kamar , nyalain AC , bergelung dibawah selimut sambil ngetik blog. pada mau tau ga aku sakit apa ? aku lagi sakit tenggorokan nih. keliatannya mau panas dalem. yeah , selama 6 bulan merantau di kota Pahalawan *Surabaya* aku baru merasakan sakit yang sebenernya. wkwkwk
biasanya aku ga pernah sakit. kalaupun sakit itu pun baru masih "akan" sakit, jadi belom setepar aku sekarang. well , aku belom tepar sih , baru "akan" tepar. tapi indikasi aku akan tepar sudah mulai terlihat. buktinya kau sudah males bangun dari tempat tidur, males ngapa-ngapain kecuali nulis blog.

sejujur-jujurnya , aku lagi sedang dilanda banyak masalah. aku ga bisa cerita in satu-satu disini.
tapi , waktu tadi aku blogwalking , aku ngebaca blognya miran postnya yang judulnya SOK . ngena banget di aku . bener-bener kerasa banget , ini loh yang mau aku tulis , ini loh yang mau aku sampein ke KAMU.
disini , aku ga mau sebut nama ,aku ga mau gosipin orang , karena rasanya di gosipin pasti sakit banget. tapi beneran deh , ini bener-bener ngena. jleb , menusuk ke ulu hati.
tolong banget , aku ga minta kamu ngertiin aku. aku ga minta kamu baik sama aku , aku ga minta kamu ngelakuin apa pun , cuma satu , please , jaga mulutmu . aku juga punya hati yang bisa sakit . ga kamu aja yang bisa sakit.

eh tau ga !

kemarin aku nonton the chronicles of narnia : the voyage of the dawn treader

ini film 3d , tapi ga ada subtitlenya , gila , bener-bener gambling deh bahasa inggrisnya . aku agak ga mudeng sih sebenernya. wkwkwk
tapi karena aku ngebet banget pengen nonton , ya udah deh tak jabanin aja.
efek 3d nya bener-bener kerennnn . LOVE IT !

oke guys , I'm gonna eat my lunch and my medicine .
byeeee~

ENCHANT'S BODY PAINTING

in my university, Ciputra University, International Business Management's student must held a big event. And in my generation was held ENCHANT , Entrepreneurship will Change the Future.
I think its a quite good event , but less publication. so , not much people attend Enchant. In Enchant we can find game booths, East Java Got Talent *a competition to show your unique tallent, Car Photocontest, Band Competition, and etc.

There is a haunted house in there called Majapahit Mumet. when we enter Majapahit Mumet we can get a free coupon for body painting. I hate haunted house game , but I want the body painting's coupon ! So , I entered Mapahit Mumet. It was so dark and I cried all the way. sound like a child , huh ?

After that , I went to body paiting's booth . I want a cute monster in my hand , so the painter drew it.

isn't it cute ?

new modem

hello guys .
finally, I have an internet connection in my house !
so happy to hear that . it means that I can update this blog every day ! every time I want !
huahahaha .
It needs a long time to setting the internet connection. at the first time I was so excited with my new AHA *my internet's provider* and I dont read the instruction clearly . I just put the sim card on my modem , and hope that it will works. but , it was wrong ! arghhhhhhh . I must setting the username and password . I dont know what's the password . wth with that .
coz I dont read the instuction clearly , I dont know what the password is .
and after I read it clearly , the password is written on the back side . so I can connect with the internet easily . *so stupid, huh*

and now , I will link all of you who write in my chatbox .

I have a tons of photos , but I can upload it now . I'm so hungry . now I'm waiting my friends to pick me up and go to McD.
I want to eat McD SOOOO BADDDLYYYYYYY !!!!
gonna catch you soon guys .
see you latter !

young + robi's surprise bday party

tanggal 25 oktober , masih 6 jam sebelum pukul 00.00
si young udah koar-koar kalo ulang tahunya kurang 6 jam lagi .
aku , ria sama sam udah ribut nentuin mau makan di mana . wkwk
ambil kue tar buat young .

3 jam sebelum pukul 00.00
aku masih kerjain tugas di rumah sama ria . lupa tugas apa . wkwkwk , oh ya ! tugas history tentang angkor wat . ria yang nyusun bahannya , aku masih sibuk kerjain kartu ulang tahun buat young .

2 jam sebelum pukul 00.00
aku sama ria masih ngerjain tugas . konsultasi sama sam , dipaksa sam buat ngasih surprise waktu 00.00 . tapi aku ga yakin bisa pergi . kan udah malem .
tanya sama floo *pacarnya robi* dia berangkat jam berapa . ternyata flo juga mau nebeng aku ke sscc *surabaya supermall convention centre* .
aku bilang : "mungkin aku ngasih surprise nya besok pagi , ketok-ketok apartemennya"
sam maksa suruh jam 00.00
well , akhirnya aku kalah , dan buat janji sama floo sama kevin tan biar dia jemput aku dirumahku.

1 jam sebelum pukul 00.00
masih kerja tugas sambil siap-siap nunggu dijemput . tapi udah ga konsen kerja tugas .

setengah jam sebelum pukul 00.00
dijemput kevin tan . sama ria dan flo ke sscc malem-malem , sambilo ngantuk + deg-degan , kontak si sam lagi . memastikan kalo si yong + robi ada di sscc . kevin tan mulai ngebut . aku deg-deg an , ntar kalo kue nya jatuh gimana . wkwk

10 menit sebelum pukul 00.00
udah sampe di sscc , foto-foto sebentar , di jemput sam , zevilla sama nia. mereka udah mastiin "target" ada di sscc .
jalan ke sscc . nunggu jam 00.00 di studio food court .

3 menit sebelum pukul 00.00
deg-degan , siap-siap nyalain lilin , si ria ngotot , lilinnya jangan di nyalain sekarang , soalnya lilin ku kecil .
kevin tan dah bawa si canyoun ku . dia berperan sebagai seksi dokumentasi . dia udah coba jepret-jepret pake si canyoun .

1 menit sebelum 00.00
otw dari studio food court ke sscc .

00.00 HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUNG + ROBI

00.10 tiup lilin , lempar-lempar kue .

00.30 pulang ke rumah .

bokeh at waterplace

Sugiarta Putra in the blur night

maureen's photosession

maureen's best shoot .

welcome home canyounnnn (:

4 september lalu ....
seperti hari hari sabtu biasa nya , papah dateng ke rumah Surabaya untuk njenguk anaknya tersayang *aku* .
papah : " vaaannn , sini ... "
papah berdiri sambil membuka bagasi xtrail . dia ngendon disitu .
aku : " yaaaa, ada apaaaa ? "
papah : " sudah yaa , kamu jangan kurang ajar lagi loo sama orangtua .. "
aku *bingung garuk-garuk kepala* : " iyaaaa .."
papah : " ni loo kejutaaannn ... "
papah mengeluarkan satu buah kotak besar .. lebih mirip akuarium ...
aku : " apa too ini ? "
tapi dengan tenang tetep bawain kotak akuarium itu ke sofa ruang tamu *takut diomong kurang ajar*
setelah itu aku taruh di sofa .
dan ternyataaaaa ....
isinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .......................................................

kyaaaaaa ......
canon 7D !!!!!
astagaaa , aku nangis terharuuuu . bener-bener nangis ......
hahaha .......
it was a best surprise that I ever had ...
thanks GOD ........

hasil si canyounnn ... *read as kenyoun*.....

yeaa , my VCD's project

hell-o !

akhirnya aku bisa nge-blog juga . setelah berminggu-minggu ga nge-blog ! hahaha , seneng banget .
okay , let me tell you about vcd or Visual Communication Design . yes ! that is what I learn in college .

at the first time , I think that I just using the computer for design a poster or a flyer or etc . but , I'm totally wrong ! there isn't using the computer at the first semester. the first semester is about DRAWING ! yeaaa , DRAWING and I tell you now , that I can't DRAWING ! it's a big problem for myself. I never use brush for colouring . usually I use brush in my adobe photoshop. so I never use brush in my real life !

aargh , that was so damn hard ! I tried to colour my drawing slowly. and FYI , we use chinnese tint for colour our drawing. and chinnese tint is so aqueous . so it's damn hard to keep the tint not out from our line. but after 1 month , I can using brush. my drawing is clean and tidy now.

andddd , don't forget about 3 dimentional design . ARGH ! honestly , it killing me softly. how can a girl without any hammer can nail 1600 nails in 5 hours ? I scream , I can ! yeaa , I can nail 1600 nails with my hands. I will show you my 1600 nails project. I named it Waving a HELL-0 . ahaha , it's hurt my finger. at that day , all of my VCD'S friend changed their BBM status become "1600 paku " or "paku meyiksa tanganku" or "VCDears become builder" hahahags . now , it's funny. but when at the time , it was really hurt.

well yeah , i also lazy to edit my photos now . I dont know why , but I think it's because I always feel tired when I'm home . VCD really killing me at the fist month . over time , I promise to show my drawing ! and you can see my development .

see you at next post . I must take a bath and go to Universitas Ciputra , my lovely college (:
have a nice day all , love youuu .

new post

get ready with my new post tomorrow or Wednesday

surat seorang anak kepada ayahnya .

dear papah ,
pah , anakmu ini kan sekarang sudah masuk jurusan desain . apalagi mau masuk ukm fotografi. kenapa engkau tidak segera membelikan anakmu ini kamera DSLR padahal anakmu ini udah pengeeen sekali . pah , tau kah engkau bahwa anakmu udah memimpikan DSLR mulai sejak SMA ? pah , ini beberapa review kamera DSLR yang ingin kubeli , semoga papah berkenan membelikannya . ini dimulai dengan kamera yang paling anakmu inginkan dan yang terakhir adalah pilihan terakhir jika papah bersikeras menolak untuk membelikan pilihan pertama .
cekidot ya pah ,

with love ,
anakmu tersayang dan satu-satunya .
VANIA

CANON EOS 7D

CANON EOS 50D




cepetan ya pah , beliin (:

heart ya'

love you

my first week in VCD

ini tugas pertama ku di Visual Communication Design , gila , hari pertama udah disuru buat gambar yang artinya order dan disorder . aku aja gag ngerti apa arti order dan disorder , tapi karena teman sebelahku berkata bahwa order dan disorder adalah sebuah perintah yang harus dan tidak harus ditaati , maka aku juga ikut aja pengertiannya . hahaha . tapi ternyata salah , yang bener artinya itu ketreaturan dan tidak teratur . hahaha . paraahh .
hari pertama ku sih lumayan menyenangkan , setelah dihantam dengan badai tugas , aku masih bisa berdiri tegar . hahaha . keliatannya sebentar lagi aku bakal ambruk . hahaha.
soo , see you at my next post . (buru-buru , soalnya modem pinjeman . )

a random story

hey , I'm here now . yeah , surabaya . the capital city of east java . it's hot at here . so hot . you can melting if you dont use AC or fan . hahaha .

and then , I will post a random story . one of my last day in Malang with my best friends . we just walking around and take so much photos . but , I dont have time to upload it all . so , this post will be devide to 2 or 3 post . I dont have much time to edit the photos . haha . well , it 'coz of my new home .

I must prepare everything , packing my things . a lot of things of course . my parents drove fitty*my car* , then left fitty here . they go back to Malang with my father's or mom's panther . pak sony will be here at 9.00 AM . the panther is full with my things too . oh yeah , don't forget with the pick up car . my parents also rent a pick up to pick my things too . haha . too much things to bring here . haha .

so , here it's . this photos are taken in different places . I will write the caption under the photo .

at TUGU , a monument in Malang

at toko OEN

EDWARD with my polaroid photo at toko OEN

ME and EDWARD in front of toko OEN's classic door

ME at TUGU

ME , LAURENT , and EDWARD at bird market

the classic door of toko OEN

EDWARD eating his 'es campur'

ME and LAURENT

photoshoot (:

wait for the second post

my last post

hello guys , long time no see . no posting at all . haha , i just get bored sometime and I was so
lazy to post in my blog . It's because of you , twitter . hahahaha . yeah , I was addicted to tweet .
I tweet to much now . my tweet is around 4,500 tweets ! can you imagine that ? haha .


well yeah , too much random stories . STORIES , not just a story . but too much stories to tell , so
I kinda bit lazy to post it . my daddy always bring the modem to his office , so I can't post from
notebook . hiks . He tell me that I can use my own BB to browsing , so he always bring the
modem . hh .


actually , this is my LAST post when I'm in Malang . I will move to Surabaya !!!! haha , I don't
want to go to college in Malang . so , the nearest city from Malang is Surabaya . my mommy
choose ciputra instead petra . I don't know why , but I think my mommy fall in love with ciputra's
presentation . In ciputra we will learn about entrepreneurship . that's why my mommy loves
ciputra . well , I don't argue that . coz , I will study Visual Communication Desain ! hell yeah ,
finally . I have waiting for a long time to do this . hahahaags .


I'm kinda bit busy for OSPEK's things . they need a pair of yellow shoe lace for girl , the most ugly
photo *well , I must do that to* , a circle impraboard for name , nim , and the ugly photo . then a
bottle which is must containt 600 ml of water ! I think if I can't get the bottle , I just write on
the bottle : 600 ml . haha , I know that's cheating , but when in college you must get creative ,
so I will do that (: then I must have 100 pieces of name's cards . uugh . but , everything is done
except the rain coat . ohh , don't forget the bag . made from the rice sack ! o o , my mommy ask
her subordinates to sew it . heehee . so everything is done except the rain coat .


finally the question is : am I ready to move on ? am I ready to leave my hometown and move to a
hectic city ?
I have no relative there , I just have some friends from the school . and I just have my lovely
maid . Am I ready to live without my parents ?
and the answer must be , YES , I'm READY !!
there's no other words to say , just fight with it .
so , wish me luck at Surabaya (:

good bye jakarta :(

hello guys , i always hate farewell and now I must face it .
aku lagi di bandara soekarno hatta terminal 1b , gate b4 . dan sekarang lagi nunggu pesawat yang
nganter aku pulang ke malang :)
hmm , BATAVIA air emang pinter kok . aku kena delay 30 - 40 menit . ya lumayan sih dari pada
delay 1 jam . haha . mencoba mensyukuri aja deh . emang sih , Indonesia kapan bisa maju kalo
jam nya karet semua . tapi itulah yang dibutuhkan bangsa yang berkembang , sebuah proses
menuju ke kedewasaan :)
so , lain kali jangan delay lagi dunk ! cape nih yang nunggu :)


well , untung ada oom oom yang nemeni ngomong :)

ya udah dulu ya , diajak omong omong terus sama oom nya :)
BYE , ♥

argh , kenapa blog ku ga ada perkembangan ??

kasih saran donk ni blog diapain :3

thx b4

freaking thursday

gila , hari ini aku bener bener shock ! shock tingkat 9 . BUSET . tadi siang ke sore gitu aku di bbm sma temenku , eddy .

lah , si eddy bilang : yearbook nya butuh uang 2 juta soalnya pindah percetakan , jadi masing -masing diharap menyumbang minmal sebesar 20 rb .

aku : gila , SEMAPUT :(

aku langsung panik ngabarin temen-temen panitia yearbook lainnya yang ternyata engga ada yang tau juga *astajimmm*

aku terlalu emosi ini cerita disini . cuma aku punya pesan moral buat kalian yang suka nya ngambil alih kerjaan orang biar populer dan jika kerjaannya gak beres , kalian langsung cari orang lain untuk nutupi kesalahan yang kalian buat .

ini nih pesennya :

jangan rakus :)

jangan suka ngambil kerjaan orang biar kalian jadi populer atau "it" girl gitu . percuma tau ! kalo kalian dasarnya udah gak populer , mau ngambil tugas nya orang lain siapapun juga , pasti gak akan jadi populer karena berpura-pura baik di depan orang lain .

hati hati , nanti kena batunya :)

with evil laugh

vania :)

♥uber twitter

huahahaha . hello guys , tau ga , aku lagi demen ni maenan twitter . sumprit , setiap kali bangun pagi , aku langsung cek si UT . hahaha . padahal dulunya aku pusing dan engga ngerti cara pake ni twitter . tapi sekarang *wohoooo* aku kerajingan pake twitter .

contohnya ni , tadi pagi aku kebangun gara-gara mimpi buruk . kalian tau mimpi buruk tentang apa ? tentang yearbook !! iya , buku tahunan sekolahku *padahal jadi aja belom . hahaha*

di mimpiku ini , aku pegang buku yearbooknya . trus aku buka halaman per halaman . oh my gawdess . parah deh ! okelah , covernya masih menarik . halaman pertama kosong *bahan : kertas hvs* trus halaman kedua , isinya tentang si ketua redaksi *yang yeah , bla bla blah* . halaman ketiga isinya tentang anggota panitia lain yang notabene AKU . trus what the fudge , dimana foto nya ? ahh , dihalaman baliknya . aduh , parah banget deh mimpiku ini .

dan aku langsung tweet . hahaha . siaull , kebangun pagi-pagi gara-gara mimpi buruk tentang yearbook . hahahahahha

anyway , aku dan semua *maybe yes maybe no* ga tau kabar nya di yearbook . yang ngurusin kan si ketua TERsayang . hahahahaha . don't ask me why I uppercase the TER word . hahahha .

aku kerajingan twitter , ayo angkat tangan siapa yang kerajingan twitter juga ! NGAKU LOO !! hahahhahaha

follow me @vaniaholic

thx a lot :)

single and very happy *huh*

yeah fellas , i'm single right now .

at the first time I think it's hard to me , but , I think again and again .

it's just OK .

I'm not really a broken hearted , because we still friend , though . everything is gonna be okay . trust me . I can handle my feeling , I can calm down , and I hope he can get the best for him .

thanks for 7 months that you give to me . it was precious . it was too lovely to forget . but , life must go on . so , goodbye . have a good life .

and now , I'm searching for ............*drumroll please*

a very hawwwwttt guy ! *absolutly , great abs , nice smell , tall , and white skin *

a very kewllll guy ! *a smart one , funny , and gentleman *

if you think you are the guy that I mean , just leave the message in chat box .

ahhahahahhaa :)

wait for you guys !

flightless bird

heyy . dulu aku pernah posting lagu ini kan ?
setelah sekian lama menghilang , aku jadi inget lagi lagu ini .
thank you so much to RONALD yang udah masang lagu ini di blognya : A ROLL OF LIFE .

sekarang aku lagi masang lagunya keras-keras . dengerin lagu ini ngebuat aku jadi pengen nangis . nangis sekenceng kenceng nya . mungkin i'm totally a fool . a fool of love . i'm suck with LOVE !!

a girl that can't face the reality . a girl that just hidding behind her blanket . a girl that just can cry out loud when the reality hit her back . i just can't face the reality , why it must hurt me so bad . i can't just move away from YOU ! i know that i must face the reality , but , i can't . I CAN'T DO THAT !!!!!

lagu ini ngebuat aku inget tentang kenangan-kenangan yang ada . semua kenangan tentang aku dan dirinya . semua kenangan indah yang engga bisa diulang lagi . mungkin emang aku belon siap untuk maju ke depan menghadapi semua yang tersisa .

mungkin aku emang cengeng yang engga bisa nyelesein masalah nya sendiri . mungkin aku emang cewek yang engga bisa mandiri . emang aku emang manja !!

and you are the most stupid people when you spend your time with me ..

is anyone want to be with me ?

bolt and reality show !

hey hoo , all !!
ini gue lagi posting lewat BOLT . pada tau gag browser yang namanya BOLT ? ini browser bener-bener manteb deh . enak banget pake nya . walopun pertamanya gue agak bingung gitu . hihihihi

anyway guys , gue disini cuma mau coba coba doank posting lewat BOLT , aslinya sih gue lagi nonton orang ke tiga di trans . hahahahahaha . khayal banget sih orang ketiga !! masak si presenter abis ditusuk , trus besoknya udah sembuh . bisa jalan kayak biasa gitu , ga ada efek kesakitan sama sekali . huahahahaha . konyol abis kan ??

gue ngerasa kalo niyh reality show lebaii deh , gue jadi engga percaya sama reality show kayak gitu , tapi kalo just 4 fun sihh it's okay lah . hihihihi .

eh , gue mau nonton lagi yaa . udah mulai film nya . hihihihihihihi .


bye guys !
*lagi jakarta mode on niyh akuu !!

romantic one !

When I first saw you

I close my eyes

When the flashback starts

I’m sitting there hopelessly

Just when I feel everything is going to end

Your angelic face showed before me…

Cheering me up with your charming smile

If only I can

I want to see it again…

I want to see you again…

You’re my angel

My only angel

You make me happy

When skies are grey

You never know dear

How much I love you

Since nothing in this world

Can measure my love

You’re my everything…

Even if the world betrays me

One thing for sure is that

My love for you

Will never betray anyone

Is this love genuine?

You’ll never know it

Not until you feel it yourself

Close your eyes

Forget what others said

Just feel it with…..

your own hearts…

I’m sorry, sorry, sorry

I’m sorry if I hurt you

I just wanted the best for you

Forgive me, forgive me

Give me another chance

Only then

I’ll show you that

Love can change everything!

So…

Wil you give me a chance?

I just want to say;

9x-7i>3(3x-7u)

9x-71>9x-21u

-7i>-21u

I ♥ U

KEVIN wants to tell his someone special this poem . but he thinks that the girl doesn't know what the meaning of this poem . LOL !

dear kevin , i love the bottom part !!

good luck .

two type of sadness .

semua ini bermula ketika aku nulis status di facebook ku gini : kepengen nangis terusannnn . trus banyak orang yang bertanya-tanya , kenapa ? ada apa ? ada beberapa orang yang perkataannya ngena banget ke aku .

JUPE bilang :vania : sbar van....!! msa VANIA nngis an rek.. hhe.. VANIA lhak dlu galak thow..

LAURENT malah bilang yang menyakitkan hati :semangad mbak...

without problem we can't be a fine adult :P

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning
~Albert Einstein~

*eah , si quotenya muncul deh*

trus aku bilang kayak gini :but what if the problem always behind me , treat me like there is no tomorrow for me ?

i hate being like this .

si KEVIN ikutan nyambung bilang gini : trouble is a friend

(lenka)

di dunia ini ada 2 jenis masalah:
1.Masalah yang mudah d selesaikan,gak perlu d pikirin,ntr juga beres ndiri...
2.masalah yang gk bs d selesein:jgn d pikirin juga soale gak bakal selese juga,jd bwt apa strezz???

tapi bagi aku yang paling ngena yang ini : y udah kan?cuma ada 2 tipe(mnrt gus dur)
maksudnya jgn d bawa stress,logikanya klo bisa d slesein pasti ntar slese ndiri,klo gk bs ya mao km apain juga gk slese2...

trouble is a friend,why?coz troubles will always be there for you,no matter who you are,whether you're happy or sad...

joy shared is joy doubled,sorrow shared is sorrow halved
knp gk coba sharing?klo mnrtmu gak bs bantu mecahin mslh,minim km bs berbagi dgn yg laen kan? :)

it was hurt me so bad , deep down in my heart , i feel that so true , but i can just say yes for all of this . it's my problem , no one can handle it except me .

anyway , selamet ya buat ATALIA yang udah bisa ngelupain masalahnya dan terus maju kedepan , ambil langkah yang besar dalem hidupnya . semoga itu bikin kamu tambah kuat , engga jatuh lagi ke lubang yang sama ya sist :)

okay , my body is here , but not my soul .

where are you my soul ??

sleepless , broken hearted , less minded ,

and , that's all is me :(

photobooth by mac book pro :)

bener-bener deh , aku memboring to the max ! abis engga ada yang bisa aku kerjaiinn ... cuma bisa maen mac book ini , sama bb . ahh ! nonton tv , maem , bobo lagi !! mandii juga sih . grrr .

bocen bocen bocenn !!